Saturday, August 23, 2008

guess its all a memory!!

Its amazing how fast time goes by. like seriously i remember my first day of high school that nervous feeling you get and also that excitment becuase u finally feel grown up then all of a sudden time goes into hyper speed and believe or not its over in a flash.
its my senior year this year and i still remember my first house party i ever went to my first disco/dance thing the first time i got into somethin that was over 18's and feeling like a rebel and finally feeling like a grown up and so mature its amazing how much your way of thought can change. on Thursday me and my buddies went to see the killers play in marley park it was out last envent of the summer before we knuckle down to do our leaving certs,get our grades and go to college, although the experience there was unbelievable and will be unforgetable i remember as we were leaving the sad thought hit us all when i friend goes "well thats it we finshed summer in style time to finish school now" right then everyone thought the same thing,not only were we growning up we realised we wouldn't be teenagers forever.
we knew come summer next year would be the begining of us all parting our seperate ways to start making it in the big bad world no longer being old enough to know better but to young to care we now had to be old enough to care!!it was weird realising me and all my friends met as little girls and boys and we're now all young men and women.one took one last picture...thats it sumer over time to move on and up...time to grow up...its sad thinking that all this will just be a memory!!
i once was soo eager to grow up i now wish i could stay in my teens forever!

2 comments:

Captivated said...

Look, I almost cried reading this. My teen years are long past and I'm now a single mother of 2 boys, one who is crawling his way toward being a teenager himself. Man I miss those days! You are so right when you say they fly by. I take this life and make it mine and I try to visit my younger self as often as possible and you know, I've taught myself that you can still be that free...you just can't let your kids see you do it. (laughing now)I love your blog.

RodericWilliams said...

I do remember the good old days of just not having any responsibility. Back when you woke up on Saturday morning to watch cartoons. It's true that the high school years are some of the best years of your life, but don't worry life gets more fulfilling as you get a little older. College life is a bright new experience and although it takes a lot of hard work to finish college, I guarantee you'll have some great times. don't worry, you're not finished having fun yet!