did he??or didn';t he??

any1 who has read my latest blog will know about my new love intrest an well yes he did txt me that nite :-) and we;ve been talking all week and the best thing is its our secret its fun having kno1 no whats going on except for you!!well any1 things have been great we went to higher options togther(this seminar where u figure out about college and everything) and well i got coke spilled all over me :-( but my mystery man came to the rescue he quickly gave me his hoodie and saved me the embarassment of walking around all soggy...he's a really nice guy and i really like him...we;re going to see a band together tonite maybe sparks will fly once agen who knos :-)

weekend news :-)

so another weekend has come and gone and i find my friends and i sitting in on sunday looking out at the pouring rain,txting one another because we are all to tired to actually go out to one another and talk because of the partys we hav been to we're here slaving over homework instead!
but looking back over the weekend somethin amazing happened to me nd a certain sum1,we fell for eachother on friday!!!friday i went to the carnival with the gang of us now i always had a thing for this certain sum1 bt i never adressed it really i left it dwn to being just a friendly thing!but no things changed on friday...i got on this ride called g-force with aido,dean and niall we were all pertrfied on it but we had a laugh!!!anyway wen i got off i went over to him and we got chatting agen as usual but there was mud everywere because of the rain and he was pretending to push me into it and i dunno we just looked at eachother and bang it happened for tht split second it was like wow i think i like you!!anyway i think we both got scared and just stopped but we walked over to the next ride and he was making me laugh and everything and he then invited me to the house party he had last nite!!!i said yes and i went over and had an amazing time it was sucha laugh,while i was in the living room wit my friend ash we were talking and then he walked in and she made up some excuse tht she had to get make up and closed the door and then he walked over and kissed me!!!my heart was pounding in my chest i didn't know what to do without realising we spent 45 minutes together b4 finally rejoining the party and i can't get it out of my head i wonder is this going to be more then a moment of lust and spur of the moment thing will i get a message tonite from him?? what will come of this??all i kno is its a nice memory of last nite! i love this feeling its like im glowing all over its amazing!anyway i better get back to doing my math homework just thought i'd share my story with you :-)

first week of school!!

Yes that time has come around again when we put our uniforms back on,get up at unreasonable hours of the morning and all for one thing SCHOOL!!!it is my senior year as i iprobably have said for the 15th billon time but hey im excited only one year left!!its weird because it hasn't set in yet!!i couldn't believe it stepping back into the busy halls sticking to tht stupid one way system lol!!but hey it is fun i have def had some laughs but it hasn't hit that the other years look up to you now its strange looking at the 1st years and being like wow i was u how much i've grown up!!well one thing i can say is every1 is equally shocked at how much we;ve grown up we're no longer going kiddes discos on a friday but we're now hitting clubs and staying out to the little hours and feeling mature haha its crazy!!!

the bully!!

Although it is something i have tried to supress and make myself think "this is not happening to me in couldn't be" i have finally faced the fact im being bullied!!
this all started about 5 months ago a friend of mine well some1 i once thought was a friend got in a relationship with boy who has minipulated her and made her turn against me and put me down!!she does this by text messages or phone calls harrassing me i tried to pretend it wasn't happening tried to ignore until i realised the problem was much bigger then i was! i confided in my mother and i admire her strenght she made me see my own strenght im still terrifed though!! i have a made a promise to myself tht i will help support anti-bullying charitys i no what it feel likes now and i feel for any1 who must endure what i have it is not a nice feeling it is demeaning it has taken away my confidence!!