wow its been so long since i wrote here it feels like years i've been just soo busy with studying any everything i've found it hard to find any time for myself!!
so i'll fill you in on the recent happenings of my life!!!i had a short fling with an ex boyfriend of mine which i majorly regret but i have learned from my mistakes and moved on i have met a wonderful guy and now we're dating he's in a band so yes at last i got my rockstar as i said i would i was a woman on a mission lol!!!! its my bday in 15 days time and i am soo excited i will 17 and i am going to a gig for it with a few of my close friends so that should be fun!! really life has been very boring for me but with halloween just 2 days away im sure some gossip and twists and turns will head my way!!!!!

why?

why do u always txt me or talk to me on msn when i've forgotten you?
why do u always spot me on the street and talk to me when i've tried to avoid u??
why do u always remind me of the good times we had?
why do u make me think u might miss me even for a second?
why do u make me feel amazing for that split second?
why do u look at me in tht way,the way that makes me think u like me?
why do u go all quite when your around me?
why do u hug me like u used to?
why do u get in my head and stay there?
why do u smile like that at me,that way that makes me melt?
why do u make me go shy?
why do i remember when we kissed??
why can i still feel it on my lips??
why does are song always come on the radio??
why do u make me what to be back in arms again?
why when i smell your after shave to i always miss you?
why did u make those stupid promises to me that you couldn't keep?
why do i miss everything about you?
why do the little things remind me of you?
why is this happening when i was stronger and more independant then ever?
why did you keep coming back in my life?
why do i never want to forget you?
why do i miss more now then ever before?
why do i love more now then i loved you before?
why did you say good bye??