Friday, May 30, 2008


rite so about 11 o clock last night i get a phone call from no other then ex-boyfriend we're broken up 4 weeks now thought he was well out of my hair but no he returns but not saying he wants me back nono but instead saying he wants to hang out with me cause he misses the laugh we had together to be honest i know he's only looking for one thing off of me BUT the big thing is my heart jumped when u called i got that happy feeling i used to get which is sooo not right ugh its soo confusing being my age and trying to figure all this stuff out its like the most of me is like "don't touch the sap you know he's a player" but the other half is like "well one kiss wouldn't hurt would it?" the truth is it would and i know it that one kiss will make me want him no matter how much of a bastard he was and that really annoys me why must we find the men that are complete and utter wasters with an ego that goes through the roof very attractive! and what annoys me even more is the fact that its after taking me this long to get up off the ground dust myself off and move on and all of a sudden he shows up with cards and flowers saying he wants to be friends but honestly can you ever truly be friends with your ex?? i don't think you can there's to much history between you two! so on the phone last night he was trying to act as this big shot (imitating his cousin who's at least 2 years older than him) and it really annoyed me its like why are trying to be something that your completely not to make me what i could only perceive as jealous but little did he know he was actually pissing me off. i give up why do ex boyfriends always turn up when your just after getting over them and moving on??any answers??

1 comment:

Steve said...

it not only guys, i have that same problem with my ex-girlfriends! like im totally over a girl, then out of nowhere i'll get a message on myspace thats like "i miss you, i'm numb to any other touch than yours, is there anything i can do to fix this?" it sucks cause i want to move on but i hate hurting people. i don't know if theres a right answer, just ones that are better than others.

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