senior year

ohh my gosshh senior year is like no other i must admit the stress is something else between getting grades and deciding what u wanna do with your life its crazy its like bam ur in highschool and every1 is drinking,drugs,having sex,experimenting like there's no tomorro and u just look around and wonder where did the little kids u once new go to???
it is by far one of the most emotional years of my life knowing most the people i either sit beside in class or eat lunch with prob won't be my BFF'S in about 2 years time....pessimistic i know but its true sure half of us are traveling and the other half going to various colleges around the country the likely hood of us staying this close is slim!!!and its upsetting to think really so you try snap as many photos as you can before its to late,before the memories gone and try make as many private jokes as possible because when will we have this chance again!!!!we all graduate in 5 months time and i don't think its hit us yet we'll be putting on our cap and gowns to collect your certificate before we go on to attempt the LEAVING CERT to decide what college we're going too!!!
its strange knowing the safety net which was always there for us to catch us will be gone in a matter of months we shall be on our own making our own decisions for a change not being told what class to go to anymore but being independant!
And no matter how independant we think we are have you ever noticed when things go wrong u still run to your parents?? i wonder what it'll be like to have that security blanket some what lifted!!!
i am just about to take my mocks exams and im studying like crazy and it just made me think for a second....what ever happend to the little kids i once knew???we are now men and women..we are now the dreaded thing we always hated as youngsters....we,re grown ups!!!!!